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Day in the Life of Kendra

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3 September
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My name is Kendra, and I like to think that I'm a nice person, I'm kind until given a reason not to be. I'll do whatever it takes to get a smile out of someone I care for, smiles and laughter are essential in my life. I'd say I have an open-mind, and I try to keep it as wide as possible. Albeit I'm not perfect, I have my moments of ignorance and stupidity, which I'm sure are much more common than the times I show some intelligence. I have a low self-esteem, and although it's improved a bit, I'm still horribly insecure about my physical appearance, and my body, I'm not quite comfortable in my skin just yet. As for my mood of choice, I'm almost always happy in front of friends, no one likes to see a friend depressed, and it's not too enjoyable to feel like a raincloud is following you everywhere anyway. So, forcing myself to be happy most of the time, just makes things much easier. I tend to be rather shy and quiet off-line until I become comfortable with those people...but online I'm not shy at all, this fact really bothers me. I can be somewhat witty online, but when it comes to things in real life the words just usually don't flow correctly, it's quite frustrating. When I'm shy, or nervous, I talk, a lot, because I really despise awkward silence, which explains why people never think of me as shy. To my friends, I am loyal, especially those who have been to me. I have a problem of tending to always think in a negative manner, and if I don't know, I'll assume the worst-possible-event has happened, and this goes for a lot of aspects of my life. I just try to imagine the absolute worst so that if it's not that bad, I'll feel fine.